hmm...

[ Sunday, November 25, 2001 ]

 
sabbath day...

it's quite interesting when GOD weaves a delicate fabric into your life that fits SOOO perfectly... almost too perfectly that it utters a chill down your spine... have you ever had a moment in your life when things just make sense?? when everything that didn't or shouldn't come into place...DID...

well, that's how it was this past week, which ended in a surprising turn of a wheel...

all i can say is GOD is good...and faithful...

without being all to specific or general... i'm learning now just a gist of what it means to LIVE...at various moments in my life...i found myself giving up... i used to blame it on the legacy that was brought down by my father...in how i've grown up over the years mirroring what my parents have done in situations... but more and more i realize these days that i am my own person... and thus my thoughts and actions are therefore a result and consequences of ME...plain ole ME... ( in contrary to what today's psychologists... philosophers... may predict/hypothesize/say) so then your left with no one to blame except yourself... some may view it as a dead end... but i see it more freeing than entangling...

perhaps i'll write it in more detail later on... but all i can say is that from now on every thought...step i take upon this life that HE's given me has great WEIGHT in knowing that you'll reap tomorrow of what you sowed today...


suzanne [7:38 PM]